Today was one of those days that you want to rewind and see where it all went wrong! My montessori instructor came to observe me today... and was a very peaceful comforting presence to have. She rearranged my math shelves, helped out in language and rerolled all my rugs. She assured me that I was only 36hrs into my training and that it will get better. One of my students completely through me out of character with a comment that he made to another student, refused going to the peace table with several students... but he completely was engrossed with picture story writing for about 30minutes... despite it was a string of letters... but he got the point of the consonant sounds. I felt somewhat defeated today... I dont like calling parents to deliver negative news.. especially to a parent who child was a victim of the other childs words. He really puzzles me, at times he can be very hurtful towards other friends and then at another time he is showing them how to walk in the hall, or the words to use at the peace table... I want to help him find peace... but the path towards it for him is full of twist and turns.. I came back from training and was completely rejuvinated... learned some new songs and lessons and was ready... and then those hurtful words came out Geez... normalcy.. I see a glimpse of it at times..and then it slips through my fingers again.