I'm a special ed teacher, I'm 31. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression when I was 12, though my drs think I had it sooner. I've always just functioning fine, until last March. The depression hit like an F5 tornado. It left nothing left of me. I had problems with medications and doctors, and even got a case of seretonin sydrome, which can be fatal. I am on medications but I am just doing so bad. I started the year subbing because I knew I couldn't do a regular job this year. I took a 6 week assignment that turned into a rest of the year assignment because the teacher couldn't come back. I don't know what to do. I'm struggling tremendously. I need time to focus on myself. I also need not to burn my bridges. Advice?