how awful I look this week. I've had a cold and lost my voice, and they know I haven't felt well. I didn't think I looked that bad though. Anyway, it makes you feel even worse when people tell you how awful you look! I know it's silly, but I already have practically no self-esteem so it has really made me feel bad about myself. I seriously think I'm going to burst into tears if anyone else says anything about how bad I look.