I keep telling myself that it's not me, it's the pandemic. I cannot help but feel so guilty when I decide to take a day off on the weekend from grading or lesson planning. We had a four-day weekend because of the NJEA convention, and I did nothing but work, grade, and lesson plan. I feel like I'm working much harder this year, and I feel like I'm failing. Everything I know about teaching has not prepared me for this. I cannot seem to stop the guilt and anxiety. I used to love this job, and I still do, but most days, I'm dreading going into work. Please keep me in your prayers, everyone. I feel like I'm sinking.