I went to school today to check on my room, because I have a morning free tomorrow that I can go in and get started (my own kids have a playdate)....and I just wanted to turn around and leave. I usually can't wait to get in there and get to work, get things decorated, organize the centers, start planning the curriculum, but this year, it's just not the same. I haven't asked to see a class list, and I find that I'm not anxious to see one. As I turned into the school neighborhood, I just felt a sense of dread..... I hope this passes.