I have been on the sub list for over a year and am still yet to take a call. My last student teaching experience was horrible. The kids didnt listen, they ridiculed me day in and day out and the teacher didnt do anything about it. I think that is why I am too scared to take any job. It is getting out of control now ... I either need to do it or find another profession. I really want to get back into teaching though. What can I do to get over my fears?