I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but for the last year and a half, I just have not had a desire to be very social. I have a nice group of friends from high school, as well as a couple friends from my teacher program and like 4 others that I've met here and there, but I dont want to spend time with them. Right now, one of my HS friends is calling me on my cell phone and I don't want to answer. I just let it go to voicemail. I am unhappy with my appearance, but I'm in the process of losing weight and none of my friends have been mean to me about my excess lbs. Most of them are trying to lose weight too. Plus, I know realistically I am not super fat -- I do wear a size 16, but it's not like I have to be forklifted out my house or people stop and stare at me on the street. I don't have the desire to make new friends either. I am taking a language class and a girl in it asked me if i wanted to go get coffee and discuss the reading. She seemed nice enough but I just really didn't want to and made up an excuse about needing to watch my nephew. What is wrong with me? I don't think i am depressed because I am sleeping at night, I don't cry often, I enjoy going to work (most of the time) and my parents don't fight like they used too. I did hang out with my friends about a month ago and I had a lot of fun. Yet, after that day, I went back to not wanting to really spend time with anyone. Even my boyfriend, I only want to see him like once, maybe twice a week at the most. If he were to suggest taking off a week of work to go spend time together on vacation I would be turned off. We actually did vacation together before school started and I had a nice time when we went, but I really really didn't want to go.