I am a first year teacher and I am finding my new career to not be anything what I expected. I've been basically advised by other teachers not to ask anyone for help because it will get around that I "don't know how to do my job". I have been told not to ask the office or anyone if I need extra supplies because I'll annoy them. I have heard other teachers asking about me: "is she even any good?". I know I'm not awful, my students love me and they're growing, so I know I'm not that bad. There just seems to be a lack of support. I've had zero pd or trainings of any sort. Been observed once for 30 min by admin. Is this all schools? Are all teacher coworkers standoffish and mean? I can't imagine feeling so isolated and judged for my entire career. I'm feeling so disappointed.