I feel sick. I am such an idiot. I stupidly, STUPIDLY sent an email to both the Principal and HR about the position posting that I was hired for. I received an email back from the Principal this morning telling me that while he appreciates my passion and excitement at the offering of the position, he was still trying to work things out with the district, and was basically going to earmark and slip me into the position without all the district involvement, etc...and now by emailing HR pointing out this whole thing, it made some waves for him and the person in HR trying to sqeak me by district politics, AND now he might have to interview all the candidates they have for the position because of me. He said that he has always been upfront and honest with me, and communicated with me, and that is not going to change, but in the future, I need to understand how the heirarchy of things work. He did not say that I no longer have the position, but I am willing to bet I don't now because he probably thinks I am a **** stirrer and I am so far from that. I wrote him an email apologizing profusely, and explaining that I had no idea how these things work, that I was just genuinely concerned, but had no idea what an issue that email would cause, and that I am not someone who rocks the boat. I was just excited about this chance, and now I am sad that I might not get that chance, but it was never my intention to cause any problems for him. I ruined my chance. I don't know how I am going to tell everyone. I know he did not say I did not get it, but I probably am going to get his hand slapped by admininstration, and who would hire someone who did that, even unintentionally? I want to sit here and cry.