I think I made a huge mistake when I took this long-term subbing job at a hybrid school. I signed my contract already, but I'm feeling torn. Every single day, I'm having a panic attack. I just don't want to go to school. I'm crying myself to sleep every night and I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm also under the close watch of a veteran English teacher who is just dying to see me fail. I have been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder, and I'm actually going to see my doctor today for some medications. I just don't know if I made a mistake by taking this job during Covid. If I resign, I have to give 60 days notice, but I don't want career suicide by leaving mid-year.