Our kids return full time Monday, and I am really scared. I really think my principal thinks I am being dramatic. However, I have recently lost someone really close to me (not from COVID-19), and death seems so real to me now---like a REAL possibility that's right around the corner. I have students who can not keep a mask on due to behavioral/developmental issues. I have students who can not understand what socially distancing even means. The spit, lick things, etc. I am literally making myself sick over this. Those who have gone back, please tell me everything will be okay. I actually wrote a resignation letter yesterday, but I really do need a job. I am at the point where I don't know if I am the best person for the job though.