ATwainedTeacher
Rookie
I am going to be starting my second year of teaching next year, and I already have a pile of books on my reading list for this summer dealing with areas that I feel I need improvement in. My first year has been very hard, and while I have received good evaluations this year, my confidence has really been shaken, as I don’t feel like I really did all that great. This isn’t just my perfectionist speaking, either. I know, objectively, that I have a lot of room for improvement. The evaluation system at my school is not very rigorous. It is supposed to be, but the principal and AP at our school are rather lackadaisical. If there’s a serious problem with a teacher, they would address it, but most of the principals in the county do not take the evaluation process seriously, and there’s very little constructive criticism. Thus, my good evaluations are kind of meaningless to me.
I realize teaching is not a discipline that an individual is going to be naturally good at from the get-go. It's learning a process. It's not an inherent skill. I just feel like I have all of this great knowledge in my head, but I’m having a hard time translating knowledge into effective application. Does it just take a lot of time and practice? If so, how long did it take for you to both become and feel like an outstanding teacher? Or, at least a very effective one?
I realize teaching is not a discipline that an individual is going to be naturally good at from the get-go. It's learning a process. It's not an inherent skill. I just feel like I have all of this great knowledge in my head, but I’m having a hard time translating knowledge into effective application. Does it just take a lot of time and practice? If so, how long did it take for you to both become and feel like an outstanding teacher? Or, at least a very effective one?