Hello, This is my first year of having my own classroom. I did not expect my first year would be this hard, and have been thinking about quitting. I have a self-contained special education classroom in elementary school, and usually have control over my students. However, some days, students are so off the wall and do not know how to behave. It seems like my principal is coming whenever I do not have control over my students. I am getting a lot of negative attention from her, and am so worried about my teaching evaluation. When parents of my class have issues, they do not address them to me, but call a principal directly. A principal always tells me the stories she hears from parents, and again, I get negative attention from her. If I do not get a decent evaluation, my teaching career will be ended. I am sure after this contract year, I will be going back to subbing. I am trying my best and working non-stop to make my teaching better. However, I cannot control student's every single behaviour, attitude, nor my principal's way of thinking. (My principal thinks I should not have an issue managing my class since my special education class is for students with learning disabilities, but not students with behaviour difficulties.) Teaching might not be for me. I am exhausted, stressed, and overwhelmed. Since I need to stress student's behaviours so much sometimes, I feel like I am not even teaching anything. I really do not know what to do now. I am not sure whether I can continue like this till June. Please give me some advice. Thank you for reading.