I've been telling myself since the first week of school that "THIS upcoming weekend I'm going to get it together." Well, I'm starting to learn that I may never get it together. I'm a very unorganized person. I have NEVER, in my entire life, planned anything out more than a day. That is starting to catch up to me. I'm confusing myself, confusing my students, confusing everything ... I've had about 50 "EUREKA!!" moments, but they never last. When it all comes down to it, being a good teacher means being able to make good lesson plans. I can't do that. Having to learn everything on-the-job and having to think how to compartimentalize everything for my students in managable chunks is proving to be WAAAAAY too much of an organizational task for me. Sorry, I'm at a low. I told myself THIS was THE weekend, that it was do or die. Looks like I'm falling into the latter category.