I grew up in a Christian home and went to church every Sunday. Even though I went, I felt forced to go by my parents and resented it. As soon as I went off to college, I stopped going. I thought, I can still be a good Christain but just not go to church. But slowly and surely I stoppped praying, started really questioning if their was a God, and tried to fill the void in my life with shopping, food, friends, beauty, career, feeling superior to people etc....I thought I could do it all by myself and was in control of my life. Well I was mistaken and have been humbled. I had so much pride in myself and I think I've realized that the void in myself can only be filled with God's love. It's been 8 years now since going to church but I've reached this point in my life through going thru ups and downs that I really want to know about him. I almost can't believe the change of heart and thought I am having. One thing I have started doing was praying and I think that God is slowly helping me. I want to find a good church but don't really know where to begin. There are so many out there! Also, I am married to a non believer. My husband has supported the notion of attending church with me but says that he does not believe in God. I am scared that if I start becoming "relgious" that it may drive a wedge between us to have such different beliefs. This is just a fear I have but I have to trust God and do what is right in my heart for myself, not make decisions because my husband doesn't agree, right? Any advice on finding a church and words of wisdom would be helpful. I feel that I am on the right path.