I am so down...I called my cousin who has been teaching for quite a while to ask her if she had any bulletin boards or materials that she wasn't using that I could use for back to school. I have no money right now and won't get paid until Sept. 24 so I won't have any money to buy any of the things I want to buy. I want to build a library...decorate...do this and that. And she just plane out won't help me. Said she didn't have time to look for things and made me feel like I was stupid. I asked for advice on how to make lesson plans and she told me...'well what did you study that you don't know how?' ohhhh my gosh I felt horrible....I am a Spanish major with minor in Eng. I don't know how to teach...the other subj...but I promise to become a great teacher without her help. I will figure it out...I am just feel down right now.