I am the youngest of 5 children. I have 3 sisters and one brother. My oldest sister turns 45 on Wednesday, my other sister is 43, the other is 35, and my brother is 40. I am 28, I was the suprise, my mom was 40 when she had me. Anyway, I have been raised with my nieces and nephews more than my brothers and sisters. I am close to my oldest sister, who still lives at home with my parents. She watches over them now, she had one daughter but she never got married. Anyway, today we had a small dinner party for her and I was annoyed with being around everyone. I think I just took it out on my husband. I couldn't stand being in a room with them. I don't understand why, I use to love when they would all come over and visit just three years ago when I lived at home. I have since gotten married and I live three houses down from my parents. If I know they are at my moms I won't go until they leave. My brother in law from the second oldest annoys the heck out of me, he is so rude and their kdis are getting older and are acting like their father. The same goes for my sister in law, I feel my brother has always deserved better. She never goes to visit anymore, and my nieces are now stuck up like their mother. Harsh, but so true. My brother goes to visit my mom and dad on his days off alone, his wife doesnt work. They recently moved to a brand new house, have new cars, and are NOW very well off. Before they struggled, like my husband and I do now. They have since drifted away and pretend they are too good for us. I also feel like I don't fit in because I dont have kids. I can be happy and love to see my sisters and brother on a one on one basis, but when its all of us, I get fussy. I just don't know if its me, or does everyone have this problem? We use to be very close. NOw I feel so left out. My niece who is 23 is the one I was raised up with, she has always been like a sister. But even she is better off financially than I am...and they some how give her tons of respect. The funny thing is, they all talk about each other when the other isnt around!?!? Yet, they act like nothing when their together, I just don't get it!!