I have never asked for a prayer before, and it does feel weird for some reason. But here I go. I am a Christian and am very much "practising" by being a Eucharistic Minister, involved in school masses and opening/closing the school chapel every so often. However, a recent turn in events has happened, I won't explain the details (because I cant bring myself to) but coupled with depression, anxiety and other mental (I hate the word illness so i'll use "setback") have caused my faith in god to literally shatter. I am about 5% of what I was before things turned bad. I dont pray and I really dont want to be associated with any type of religion anymore. Whether these are results of depression or I am literally thinking this way, I need clarity of my thoughts and what I want in life... So if you could spare a thought for me, I would appreciate it. Thanks!