Hi! I am going on my third year as a special education teacher and I have depression really bad. When I am home, I sleep for days at a time and won't eat anything. My fiance passed away a year ago.... and I haven't been able to cope with it. when I am teaching my students, sometimes, I have to leave because I start crying and it's beginning to make me look unprofessional. It's uncontrollable, like little things trigger it. I don't want to sit at home, because it isn't healthy for me. Colleagues are beginning to notice, and I don't know how to fix it. Any suggestions?