I'm feeling really LOW today. I started the paperwork to sub again! Yes, I went back to school, put myself through student teaching just so that I could do a job that I did before all that. Having my own classroom was a dream, developing those relationships, watching their growth. Now I get to go be treated like dirt. Oh Goody! (huge sarcasm) Subs get treated terribly and they don't get hired. I should know considering I did it for two years before. Oh I can hardly wait to see all the looks of pity. Which of course will be followed by the questions. Have you done this....? Have you applied ....? It's just crushing me. I do have an amazing hubby though. He still believes that something will happen soon. I'm just so close to saying "forget it! Let's walk away and try somewhere new. It'll only be one more house to add to the mess." Can't the big guy/gal upstairs give me some kind of guidance? You many now return to your regularly scheduled program.