I am hoping to get some advice or connect with people regarding the horrible depression that I am going through over all this. I guess I was in denial or just thought things would work out and I'd find something before school started, but have now realized just how bad things are. School starts here tomorrow and I never found or heard anything. I now have no job and don't know what I'm going to do. I can't eat or sleep and my mind is constantly spinning. The worst part is explaining to others. My friends and family do not understand. All I hear is "how can you not find a job when you have all this education and experience?" "Why do you have this problem when I hear how teachers are needed?" I don't know what to say and I feel so bad already that I just feel worse trying to explain. My self-esteem is so low now that I don't know what to do. Anyway, just thought I'd add that and hope to continue to get some support here which is the only thing getting me through right now.