Now get those minds out of the gutter . I'm starting to practice my interview q's, get the applications together and refresh my brain. The thing is though I'm just really not into it. I didn't sub this year since my UE made me more and we really needed the money. There have been some major cuts and the districts are running scared. It almost feels like what is the point? Every time I tried getting dressed up and introducing myself was a disaster. I don't doubt that I'll get interviews but it'll be like a few I went on last year where they were interviewing 45 people for a position. Why are you wasting that many people's time? My dual certification in Elem Ed and ESE isn't that special. Many people now have it. I have very little to set me apart except for my passion but I worry that won't shine through. There's so many people looking right now. I'm looking into getting a waitressing gig when the UE runs out. I will have come full-circle. I will be doing the job I used to do before I ever took a single college class. It's starting to feel like futile activity.