How many education books have you read in the past year? Have you attended conferences? Are you considering your next course? I hope it's a bunch. You aren't going to find sufficient assistance online or in others. Take your career by the horns, so to say. As much as us adults talk about being there for one another, it really comes down to personal responsibility and determination. Identify a weakness, forgive yourself, happily research solutions, practice, master...repeat.