So... Last year I was an intern teacher and was "let go" because I wasn't a good fit for the school. (In reality it was a small charter school with high social standards and a clique I didn't fit in to. I hated it there and was half glad to have to leave.) This year I am teaching on a short term staff permit due to not having passed the RICA. I LOVE my school, my co-workers and wouldn't leave for anything--- except that I've failed the RICA 2x by 3pts and was non-renewed because I failed to hold up my end on the renewal agreement which was to pass by March 15th. I took the RICA again last night. It was a nightmare. The hardest test, by far, and the case study was the one area I couldn't come up with 2 solid instructional strategies. If I passed it'd be a miracle. Anyhow... by not passing last night I've lost the window to get a job for next year since I won't be able to take the RICA and get result before next school year. So... I can't teach next year. I'm lost. What do I do?